aq mungkir jnji

ary ni 3/12/10 aq dpt chat ngn dye..lme gk kte org chat..tme chat 2 aq tringt yg aq nk tny dye psl gmbr..da 2 aq tros la tny dye..aq tkot lau lmbt2 aq lpe mcm sblom2 ni..mse nk antr 2 brdbar la gk tp ble dh sent aq ok n ble dye type msg aq brdbr blk sbb aq tkot nk trime jwpn dye..ble dye da bgatu prkre sbnr bru la aq sdikit lega..dlm pde 2 jgk aq rse brslh sngt2 sbb aq da wt dye rse brslh..aq da mngkiri jnji aq yg sblm ni yg mne aq da x nk wt dye mrh,sdh,bngng,kcewa o pape je la trmsok la rse brslah...aq nk dye apy je..aq x nk dye ad sume prasaan 2 except appy je...ya Allah mcm mne ni ?? ap yg hrus aq buat ?? aq nk dye on skrg ni gk sbb aq nk mnx maaf..tp dye blom on2 lg..mcm mne ni ?? plz on la skrg ni...[aty baik aq ckp : sbr ika sbr] wlaupon da x blh nk sbr aq try la gk tuk brsbr.. aq nk mnx maaf sngt2 kt dye sbb aq wt dye rse brslh..[aty jht aq ckp : ko mmg ika slalu wt org yg ko syg mcm 2..slalu...ko x pnh pkr kn prasaan org yg ko syg] arghh mcm mne ni..?? aq tau ap yg aty aq ckp 2 sume btol..aq slalu wt dye mcm 2..da bnyk kli..sblm2 ni pon sme..thun ni je aq rse da bnyk kli aq buat dye mcm ni...arghh aq mmg x ptot buat dye mcm 2..dye baik sngt ngn aq npe aq buat dye mcm 2 ?? dye x pnh wt aq mcm 2..tp npe aq hrus wt dye mcm 2 ?? huh !! sy mnx maaf sngt2 kt awk sbb sy wt awk mcm 2..sy tau awk kate lau syg awk x yh ckp sory tp sy rse brslh sngt2 2 sbb la sy ckp sory..ya Allah tolong la..aq da x nk gdoh2 ngn dye ag...jgn hal ni mnybbkn kte org gdoh ag..tolong la ya Allah..aq da x sngop nk gdoh2 mcm ary 2 o ag trok dri 2...ya Allah bg la kte org dpt slesai kn hal ni dngn cara yg baik...Amin ...